Next Chapter

Commencement of Internship today.

Don't really want to talk about it.
But no more Saturdays with the boy. But I'm so thankful we met for dinner tonight at eighteen chefs, after the first day of work. (: I remember how he made time for dinner with me after the first SSM day too! ^^

So anyway, I'm looking forward to getting my own counter and serving customers! :D But now I'm just dead beat, I've no idea why. *shrugs*
In the meantime, let's just say I've to face one of the subjects I disliked most back then in secondary school. Geography. :/


Internship is the next chapter cause.. It's no longer part time jobs, and it means.. After this, it's either you continue to study or it's time for you to venture out into the working world.. No longer viewed as a learner or an intern where mistakes are acceptable. But still, even as an intern, making mistakes feel so scary.

I can't imagine being a full time staff, networking with business partners, having intelligent small talks and conversations, etc. I can't imagine myself being professional outside office hours. Having to uphold image etc. Oh, and a wardrobe full of business wear. 0.0

It's time to grow up soon. Yet, I don't know if I'm ready for it. But just like planes, time waits for no one.

Maybe, internship will prepare me better. Hopefully.

Till then! May I enjoy the next 5 months as an intern! (: